Just a note

Today is not a good day, if there are ever any good ones. I don’t mean to whine, or maybe I do, its my damn blog and I’ll do what I want. I am bi-polar, have obsessive compulsive disorder, depression and it is all showing lately. I do have good days but not in a while. I also have degenerative disc disease and am being tested for fibromyalga and my doctor keeps throwing things like leukemia at me. Geez, and I have blood tests to do I have been putting off for a couple of weeks now. Anyway, I’ve had a couple of bad days of just not having any energy and not wanting to move. And believe me, that really chaps my ass when I have a husband and a ten year old stepson that can’t take care of themselves. As in, pick up your dirty clothes, put your dirty dishes in the dishwasher, honey, you could cook for me,  yada, yada, yada. I have to go see my pain dr and get steroid shots for the pain all over my body, that gives me a couple of days relief from all pain, then back on the pain pills. I hate those things and would rather just not have any pain whatsoever as to take them, but that’s not happening. And now, since I’ve been walking, my knees are screwing up! WTF??

More when I feel better.